Spreading myself too thin LITERALLY

I am the kind of girl that does not want to keep still. I do like not living a monotonous life where I go to school, study then go home. It's too normal so even though I promised to keep my hands off from extracurricular activities during the course of my college life, second semester of my freshmen year, I was already a news writer of our school paper. Juggling activities and keeping my planner full excites me. It always keep me on my toes.

For the past months, I can say that I managed to multitask and pull everything off but this past week, I am haunted by the thought that I think that I am going to break soon. I only had five hours of sleep plus my school works, kickball practices and extracurricular activities. I am not complaining. I am not blaming anyone for my current situation since I am the one that wanted this. I wanted to be busy. I wanted to be all around. I wanted all of this but what if wanting is not enough? What if I was just making myself believe that I can do all of this without lagging on my studies?

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I can say that I never felt this kind of stress before. This is the kind of stress that actually tore me apart. It made me rethink of my decisions and if I was just spreading myself too thin. I realized that I cannot always hold responsibility for everything. Up until this moment, I am still second guessing myself. I never truly know what the future holds for me and if the time come that I have to cut some responsibilities, I will take it with a smile on my face. I am just hoping that it will not come to that though.

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So...

I really don't know what to say anymore. There is no conclusion yet to my problem that I can share to you. Now, I am turning the tables. Feel free to comment your thoughts on this blog post because seriously, I am confused as ever. I am not sure if I should let go of some things or go on with my life like this. What I know right now is everything will pass. Somehow, all of this will come to an end and I hope everything will go well for all of us.